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Run away or Letting Go! LOL

Do you happen to have a gnarly problem in your life
the simple will not go way?
there seems to be no solution?

then when you feel you want…
run from it, run from everything…
change your number, change your place, change your boy friend? OUPS!!! sorry! thats not include this subject LOL ( but maybe if that case your problem need another new one LOL )

Criticize the person inflicting the pain
Pout – have a pitty party! ( hmmmm…. it’s that’s mean include with
booze? give me more tequila then LOL)
in other words do anything to get rid of the pain

and….

How often do people tell you to “Let It Go” when you are upset about
something? In many cases that is like saying “Don’t think of a pink elephant.” It’s almost impossible. (why they make example with elephant?
why not bird or other bird? LOL )

and…

How are you handeling it?

1. Pouting over it ?
2. Smashing it ? (Oh No! it’s wasn’t me, I better slap or get slap on ass LOL)
3. trying to ignore it?   ( hmmmmmm…. I did that sometimes )
4. Running away from it ? (sound like me lately…LOL Damn!!! )
5. or Punch Your Problems in the Face
6. or thanking God for it?

the choice is yours!

in fact as I write , I m just coming out of one of these periods
of inner battle my self.

Sometimes letting go is the key to flowing with the problem and the key
to having a problem work. ( is that true?, well it was work for me last
time )

When you fight and resist the way your life is, you create a state of
fear, upset and tunnel vision that destroys your effectiveness and
almost always makes your situation worse.

So…sometimes need Learn To Let it Go!

Mango and kechap with a friendly neighbor ?

( 2003 ) Then one fine day as I was walk pass
by a big house near by my area.
The whole walk, as stranger old man was pass by me
First time I let it go cause he ment nothing to me
Second time I sent him friendly smile.
as the simple  word I heared with friendly smile

“how r u or good morning/afternoon”

Third time though the thought struck and stuck
who he is ?

Some how I have come to wondering him ,this stranger of mine
He had become a part of my wonder , of the pattern of my mind
Funny…yah!  but still so impressive – lifes little games
lifes alot’s full questions sometimes
You start wondering for strangers – not knowing names
Of all the things in life this is the hardest to beat
That my stranger should appear for my life to be complete.

The four time, the simple words was becomes a door to appear my stranger becomes a simple human kindness, yeah, old man, the garden man, My neighbor!

So on this pic , Get really simple. Let go of your consciousness of wrongs against you, and sometimes maybe need sit down in a corner of your neighbor house where there is some sun and just start breathing through your nose, feeling the breath come in and out, and let thoughts about your neighbor come up through your chest and out the top of your head.

I did…
once while , if I have chance I like to sit and talk with him…
make friendship is not always with same your age, or with same your level…

so how is your neighbor?


“He taught us to love our neighbor as ourself, but many people might wonder just who is a “neighbor”.

Who’s The Writer

You can tell a lot about a person from what kind of things they write
about. I used to keep small books around the house or keep inside my
hands bag. so I could start writing when I needed to work out thought
processes.sometimes I really couldn’t help it. I had to write. Stories
flooded my mind, keeping me awake into the few hours of morning, until
I wrote them down.

and you can read easy mostly my blog just about art’s, and  Small
Social group and realties life and littel joke clues mostly blow right
by me and I don’t feel qualified to enter into a discussion about war
or politic side motivations and inter judge dealings.for some people
has more in common with the general public than I do because that’s
difficult ground for me to comprehend.

The first time I sent out a short story when I was in 3 years in Junior
school, that  my first writing ( CERPEN ) for teeneger magazine in my
country “Gadis” of course I was written with my language Indonesia.
But it’s not always they accepting, sometimes often I was get rejecting
too, Well, I didn’t give up.

Sometimes you really won’t know why your story or write was rejected.
Just because your work was rejected does not mean it was terrible.

then few year later I also was sent out one or two my write to other
adult magazine ” Femina” for short of story write in page “Gado gado ”
(Rubrik Gado Gado ) again mostly often they rejected, cause mostly my
joke was dirty LOL…

when I started writing again and the first submitting my writer for
critique and publication by online ( actually I was write for fun
beside I was busy with my art painting), my father was told me, I need
to develop a thick my skin, I was not sure what he mean, until I get
many critiques and funny latter began pouring in my inbox email.

” “You don’t write or spell very well. What makes you think you will
ever be a writer?” (hmmmm…..)

” How do you know about women and Sex?” ( Damn! I’ m women, last time I check my self! I m women LOL,  of course I know about women and sex …should I prove it if I m women? LOL )

” You can’t control me, I m the one will control you…” Wow…. Wow…
excuse me! I m not writing on Kinky magazine? so that part critique
should not belong for me LOL! ( unless you like me to be spank your
ass, then just ask for it LOL OUPS! that to much )

and more… and more… and more was full my inbox email.

I’ve gotten two negative reviews of previously published my written
probably about my joke was dry and to slapstick ( well sorry I couldn’t
help…LOL ) . My initial reaction to both was anger. even was made me
cry once and that day that is first time was remain me again to my
father words… about develop a thick my skin. ( Grrrrr…. I like
another word for thick ! but not my skin thick LOL come on!!! )

remember that for every person who likes what you write, two will hate
it and three will be indifferent, and I know that, I cant always please
every one with my jokes, even sometimes I though it was funny and good!

I even was thinking Maybe I was not cut out to be a writer.
because they did not like my writing style or my jokes. Once I realized
that these critics were expressing opinions that I could do nothing to
change, I calmed down, stepped back,drink and smell my coffee, blow up
my cigarette while I took an objective look at both critics, found that
their comments would not help improve my writing, and ignored them
entirely.

Even The purpose of a critique is to help writers improve. The people
giving the critiques want you to improve. Sometimes even brutal critics
can give good advice. actually thats is true, but some time it’s really
pain in ass LOL,
It can still hurt no matter how thick your skin is. It can still catch
you off guard and criticism is nothing more than one individual’s
opinion. You have the choice to take it or leave it and that’s part of
life the writer! and who is the writer?

Summer Fling – Bling Bling Things

Did you have a summer fling? … summer romance or or a short fling on
vacation …. Fling or the real thing? How do you really know if it is
lust or love. …

Sometimes summer romances can bloom into what feels like the greatest
love of your life. Maybe it’s the heat,maybe it’s the stroke of a
feeling…ugh am I talking about the other stroke,,, Ok not in this
blog he he he, maybe it’s the fact that summer is so short and sweet,(
or really HOT as the summer weather He he he, I love the hot one LOL )
or maybe it is just plain true love when you are not looking, but
there’s something sometimes about love in the summer that makes it
unique.( Hmmmmm…. Really? )

I was took my best friend girl and her friend guy from other country,
who was come for vacations.
so we went out to some part of Jakarta, North Jakarta where is my
parents house leave near by, there is nice cafe “Cafe Batavia”

This historic building was erected between 1850 and after the Town hall
(now Jakarta history museum )
a unique historic setting for one of the most memorable dining
experiences in Jakarta. also Cafe Batavia unique decor and incredible
picture collection is a feast for the eyes.

Alright, I m not traveling guide so just back to summer Fling!
so summer love it’s summer fling thing? or just lust love? or maybe
its’ true as true love? or Summer Bling Bling Things? A ah… now I m
make you confused ya with the words bling bling things, is alright…

So DO you believe, sometimes the summer fling can turn becomes summer
true love? Do you?

Np.(((((((((((((((Baby…come summer fling LOL )))))))))))))))))

Shake Shake That Thing!

Why do you go out?
To look at the decor or enjoy the music and the chilled crowd?
of all different walls of life hang out there and have a great time?

I m always looking for icy nite spots to hang out with some friends in
slaughter is great hang out, come feel like norm or shake our booty, (
Yeah…Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing make it naughty OUPS!)

so me and my friend was talking about the place that we would like to
hang out, we miss dancing in club.
we went to club Live music and Good band…and damn… he is look cute too, and wow sexy chin too LOL , alright back to my write sorry!

Dancing is one of those inescapable facts of life. You might was well
learn to do it. It is smoother sailing once you know how and it tends
to score you points in lots of situations.

however there is many club in Jakarta you can spent your night for relax to have a few good drink with friends and dancing and of course also for sight and sigh our eyes…( well… )

Season and Pray

Can you imagine, when you was sleepy then suddenly you feel water drop from the roof to your bed or your room/house?
can you imagine, when heavy raining the suddenly you see alots water mess up your house? spoil anything there?

can you imagine…?

Jakarta has always experienced annual flooding during the time of the wet season, which runs October to February. Last February, flooding from torrential rain caused rivers to overflow and 60% of Jakarta was underwater. There is rarely a year without flooding.

Flooding like this has happened many times in the past and gets worse as the drainage problems are not dealt with

I m not trying to complain in here, what you see in this pics or read on my blog, I know this is nothing compare to other people in other earth , who also more have worse life , who also was more worse with their problem when raining was coming , alots people even they lose their house or even more worse they lose the people they love.

Again , I m not complain here,
but what I would like to add here, be thanks full for
if your place still dry when raining coming.
if your bed still dry when raining coming.( well I like my bed wet for other reason LOL not wet from drop water from the roof LOL)
and be thanks full
if your house safe when your raining coming.

well i m still thanks to God, cause I m still have a place so I can sleep , even a little wet but still I have a place, can keep me safe…

Thanks to God.

But if I say, “I will not mention him or speak any more in his name,” his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in indeed, I cannot.

New friend, New Things and New Colors

The most sexy Boy friend are those who knows to make you smile with simple conversation and drive you wild with their touch… ( yeah love this part LOL)
The most relaxed meals are those that are easy to prepare, simple to serve and shared with friends and family.
The most good friendship are those who can cherr up and support each other, and fill the friendship with trust and respect.

I had Lunch with new friend, couple days ago, Great food, good times and a lovely conversations.

well, new friend…
new conversations,
new things,
new taste,
new colors too….

Friendships can be tough sometimes. You may be making new friends while still trying to keep old friends. It can also be hard to know what to do when you don’t agree with a friend.

“yah I think the black one is sexy”

“well the white one more hot”

“Umm, I think 10 is uh…”

“ah Come on !!! bigger is better!”

So, any way
Keep in mind, you can have a good friendship and still fight sometimes.

A Toast, with a shot and a Chivas

A Toast, with a shot and a Chivas

Another Night of Pool, Another Night of competitions and a Toast with a shot and a Chivas…

This is should be a prefect post and good news, yeah this season competition pool, my good friend, becomes best player… she was keep saying, ” ah this is just a lucky!, My lucky balls…!” (hmmm…. but I better not make joke about Balls he he he shup up Julia!!!! LOL,  ok I be smooth this time, but watch next time…. )

Alright, well sweety, it could be lucky, but the lucky “Name” wont come walk just like that and wont come shot right that way, if you are not trying battle that lucky, see… you can make it! and I m proud with you. well good thing that night i wasnt screaming to her, “come on you have to be win to nigth! if you win I m gonna take off my shirt !” ha ha ha…. HUH so dare I m, nah it’s just joke.

And this season EP Curries Match with Cross Road, and another one of player from EP Team, was good play and always smooth play is john, He won the first game, and he should be win on the second game, I was bet for him as win and make it score for the EP team. any way… still good.

The best players, though, aren’t the ones blessed with just a perfectly straight stroke. The best players aren’t the ones with 200 IQs. The best players have the best combination of physical and mental talents. In other words, a great mind coupled with a great stroke will combine to create one hell of a player. all other things being equal, like equipment, environment, and stroke, the intangible that separates players is the ability to use their minds. ( Hmmmmm…. Don’t ask me, I even only Copy paste this words from wikipedia, Damn… Why I m so honest,I should just shup up my mouth, let them think I m smart LOL )

We’ll have a great match for next week no matter what. I love watching the team playing and they will to be the best game and team. Ultimately the pool do hold the outcome, so whatever happens…it’s for a reason. Good luck to the team and your opponents next week. May all your strokes be smooth.